I took a job in Baltimore a few years ago. Before that, I'd lived way across the hill in Montgomery Village, MD. To say that it was a different place... heh.
First of all, my MD hometown is probably one of the most affluent counties in the United States. I have a mother who enjoyed the benefits of a unionized federal government job (now still in the same organization but in management...) and we moved together to MD when I was about 12. My familiarity with Baltimore then only came from visiting the airport. So to be introduced to it during a snowstorm was intimidating.
Second of all, towns that are destroyed by economic blight hit me square in the gut. I hate seeing kids and adults both visiting playgrounds that are covered in trash and/or spent construction materials. I loathe corner stores run by people who live miles and miles away. I really can't stand, most of all, communities that are underfunded and schools that are overwhelmed (and vice versa.) Baltimore has it all, mixed together in this pissy-flavored gumbo.
The job, though, showed me the other parts too.
I love the marketplaces that smell like crabcakes all day. I like cops that sit on the corner and talk to kids about their parents. I like sweet tea and lemonade with whitefish subs. I like the slang that takes weird pieces and parts of traderspeak slammed together with corner jive fried in fish oil and serves it to you sprinkled with Old Bay. I fell in real love with summer mornings at Lexington Market drinking fresh lemonade.
Shit is so dope... but so gutter. How do you rectify the two? I spent most of my days there, when not frustrated by the American Labor Movement, trying to love her even though she hated herself.
MurderMall, North Ave., even downtown Baltimore with all its glitz and one-way streets... you can love the game and hate it, but you can't do that with your girlfriend.
I lasted three months in that job.
